Today go pay fine.. Pat go wif mi.. haha.. then i help her pay first cos she no net.. then after tat go shannon hse.. down there slack then talkin.. then after tat mi n pat take tazi hme.. then i slack under block wif my malay frien..

Tis present are given by: Christina!
Piglet is given by Qiu Fen!!

Today 11 plus qiu fen msg mi ask mi go church while i was still slping.. lol.. at first dun feel like goin de but then i just wake up n prepare to go church.. got write down wad pastor say.. next time then blog in.. then after church go simei eat dinner.. qiu fen treat mi dinner.. haha then joy, qiu ling, qiu fen n mi go to a chinese restaurant de.. lol.. then after tat go basement then saw one flower shop then qiu fen say wan buy those go funeral de flower for mi then i say dun wan.. lol.. 18 year never get flower before.. lol.. then she say when i baptism then she buy flower for mi lo.. sian..

Here to post again.. cos han wei say i veri long time never post le.. lol.. Yesterday went for archery then after tat went tampines mall kfc.. then after tat pat n nicole went hme le.. then mi n han wei go century square n tampines mall walk walk.. then after tat go tampines inter buy bubble tea.. then after tat we went to library.. i go see malay book tat go english also.. then i write down some word to go hme n learn.. haha.. i wan to learn malay.. then after tat go hme le..

I can't feel my heart
It's tearing me apart
I can't go on much longer
Can't grow any stronger
Not sure how long i'll last
Crying over memories from the past
Someone end this pain
I'll never be the same
Soon i will die
And he will not cry
He has forgotten about me
Only have him in my dreams
Don't know What I have become
My heart has grown numb
I can't take it anymore
They all just ignore
This is my last resort
This life has been too short
This is my final goodbye
Sorry If I wasn't your perfect gal

Broken promises are all I have,
lost in a place where temptation never fades.
Yeah, I always thought you'd be true,
but every time I just felt like a fool.
It wasn't the distance that made my heart ache,
it wasn't even what you said that made me break,
It wasn't even your actions that contradicted yourself,
It was beyond what I could explain myself...
Lost in a whisper of words so sweet,
this anonymous life once seemed so complete.
Dashed to pieces,but thrown against the wall,
who would've guessed how hard would be the fall.
Yeah, I'm kicking myself for the mistakes I made,
thinking back in the past that just never fades.
Yeah, I'm reliving my worst memories everyday,
hoping you'll show up again and say you do care.
But those three words just echo in my mind,
it's a door that remains open whenever I look behind.
"I love you" is what you had to say,
and you disappeared the very next day.
I looked high and low for you,
hoping to find some kind of clue.
But you were nowhere to be found,
not even tiny memories wherein to surround.
Broken pieces can never mend,
the mistakes once made can never amend.
It's the face of people that's so hard to read,
it's desperation of life that leaves one in need.
Broken promises are all I have,
lost in a place where temptation never fades.
Yeah, I always thought you'd be true,
but every time I just felt like a fool.

Your fragile heart has been broken
I stand there with hatred to the source of your grief
But the second those tears fall
I want to catch them and put them back in your eyes
I want to hold you tight, to ease the pain
Please don't cry, it hurts me so much
My one weakness
My heart's pain, and my soul's torture
Unforgivable and unbearable are your tears
Those tears coming from your heart tears mine
I care for you so much
And I want your tears to stop
Give me your pain
But which do I want?
To ease your pain, or to ease mine?
Love and care, or selfish desire?
I persevere through my pain and endure my torture
Instead of running I catch those tears, I hold you tight
Your fragile form shaking in my arms
Fitting like it was meant to be
As I let you cry on me, I am in agony
On the outside I stand strong for you From the inside, my quivering form weaker than yours
The shared pain and the double-edged sword
But my concern for you, desire to comfort you, and to see your smile overpowers my weakness
It gives me strength to bear the unbearable
So let me absorb your despair
Let me suffer so you can be healed
The pain no longer shared The sword left pierced through my heart
Cry in my arms and let it out
Keep going until you can't anymoreI can hold you for hours if you want
Draining your sorrow onto me
Don't worry it'll be over soon
But for now, give it all to me
Cry, cry, cry
Let me take it all
Let it go, it's alright
Give me all of your pain

The one who was once closer to you then your own family now seems so far away,
it seems imposable to know anything else,
you see them day by day,
you walk past them in school,
they look threw you like your a Peace of glass,
a mirror on the wail,
you know you still like them,
is it love or nothing at all,
when you see them again you see what you once had,
you see things,
remember the way they looked at you,
the hardest thing of all,
is not being able to talk to them,
or see them at all,
you might as well not exist to them,
sometimes your mind plays tricks on you,
makes u think there looking at u,
seeing the u that once was with them threw it all,
there nothing left,
maybe the feeling you have that they may be there for you,
theres no one there except you,
and thats the way its going to be,
its better of for me.

I like you, but You don't like me back
Bittersweet moments
Lack of colour turning black
All of these moments
So bittersweet
Softest kisses in the rain
Down a moonlit street
Right then I wake up
The bitter sets in
Give you a hug
And the sweet's here again
Then let you go
You'll never be mine
Bitter's here to stay
Stay until next time
Next time you smile
Next time I dream
Of soft moonlit lakes
One more love poem or theme
But I always wake up
Crushes shoot to kill
Falling for someone
Choke down one more bittersweet pill"
This medicine is just what you deserve.
Swallow, choke, and die...
And this bitter pill is leaving you...
With it's measure only equal by the power of my stare
glaring over you and over you this feeling of despairis never wearing out..."
~This Bitter Pill - Dashboard Confessional!!

Today got pe again.. today de games so sian.. today pass quite fast during e last few period.. lol.. reach hme my mom told mi i received a letter.. see liao sian lo.. then go down call pat.. then my malay frien all down stair bully one guy then i down there keep laughing.. lol..

Today got pe lesson.. it was quite fun.. haha.. but after pe still got lesson.. almost fallen aslp.. so tired lo..

Tis pic is taken today.. just untie my hair then look like tis le.. feel like perming my hair..

Tis pic taken few days ago..

Sat after cca went tampines mall eat then after tat i went hme slp.. then at night meet farhar down stair slack till 1.30am.. then after tat go hme.. then sun afternoon went simei take passport picture.. then after tat go tampines safra meet han htoo n mani.. they down there play pool then after tat we went under block slack until 9.15pm.. after tat mi n han htoo take bus 293 to his hse there then after tat take bus 28 hme.. Happen alot of thing ah.. ps sia.. lol..

A book of verse, underneath the bough,
A jug of wine, a loaf of bread - and thou
Beside me singing in the wilderness -
Ah, wilderness were paradise enow!

Today go sch for archery.. lol.. so tired.. but think will be quite fun ba.. haha.. then after tat go tampines mall eat ajisen.. then after tat go hme le.. slp until 7 plus then wake up.. lol..

Today start sch at 8am again.. it was fun today.. went in e lab to learn to listen e heartbeat all tat.. haha..

Tis pic is taken yesterday during team work(amazing race)

Today meet pat 8.30am in sch but i 8am reach liao.. then i sit at e bus stop then saw tracy they go in sch together.. then go function hall.. then 9am play amazing race.. lol.. then walk around e sch to find e ppl.. e sch so big sia.. then 10.45am went back to function hall.. then 11am went to listen police talk till 12pm.. so boring lo.. then after tat went to cca drive.. join bowling n Archery.. then go for lunch till 2pm.. after tat went to a talk again.. -_-" 3pm went back to class.. 4pm finish sch.. meet adi after sch to go hme together.. on e way only talk a little only cos we dunno wan to talk wad.. haha.. tml sch start at 8am n end at 6pm.. wth so long sia.. 10 hrs...

Today meet pat n han wei 7.30am at tampines inter.. went to eat at mac then after tat went to sch together.. reach sch at 8.45am.. then went to find our own class.. then get to noe tracy.. n some other ppl but didn't talk much wif them.. went to class then our teacher mr cris was talkin abou e sch rule all tat.. then after tat e sch leader play games..

Tml going sch le.. need to reach sch at 8.45am.. so early.. haiz.. gonna make new frien le.. sian..

Just now from 9am watch tis show "Hello My Lady" until now.. now in msn chatting.. han wei say i changed le.. lol.. now so sian sia.. my birthday coming soon.. Going 18 soon.. haha..

Tis few days just pass so quickly.. was rotting at hme.. dun feel like going anywhere.. was thinking abou e thing in e past.. dun really rmr alot of things.. All our memories will fade when e time passes.. I dunno y i'm writing about tis fucking thing now..

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